NEVER STOP THINKING WHAT IF...

I always encourage myself to do something different :) I never liked reality as it was so I always fantasize about what if.. something would be different as it is now. The truth is that I was rarely happy with what I had and that pushed myself to look for alternatives.

But that is not all bad. If it werent for that behavioral mistake, probably I wouldnt experienced different things and build my life around it :D With time I learnt to love also what I have but my curiosity is still there. What if I could...

DANCE

To be honest I never liked dancing, and I hate people for pushing me to dance. I was always bitter in the parties sitting all alone while everybody went for a dance... so.. thinking that DANCE could actually become my passion, would be a really funny joke if you ask me back then.

When I move to Prague and I broke my spine, I realized that my bones were suffering, that my structure was becoming stiff and weak. If I plan to live a lot of years I wouldnt like my bones to be weak, I wanted a STRONG and HAPPY structure.

Then something in my head made *click* which I translate as my guides were telling me, you have to learn to flow, look for dancing lessons.

And I did, and It changed my life completely. It help me to understand my roll in any relationship. I understood for the first time in my life what does it mean to be a follower not only in a dance but in life. I learnt that a perfect dance is the perfect balance of myself, and the perfect balance of the other self. It means to listen carefully, because everyone has a different rythm but they all have a rythm that can be followed. Always find that space to be creative within each dance, you are the beauty element of any dance, show it off.

And from that I thought.. What if I could learn to move in a different way... What if I could...

HULA HOOP

While I was searching for hawaiian dances in Prague, I ended up finding a hula hoop video, and I was OMG this flows beautifully, I dont know if I can do this, but I can try... 

...and I did! And I am still there, slowly but surely, it is full of challenges, but for 1 hr a day the only thing that I can hear in my thoughts is.. I KNOW I CAN DO THIS.. and WOW... I am learning that some parts of my body flow really well, but some others doesnt, the same as dancing :)  I saw that my chest is never moving, and slowly as well, I am starting to wake it up. My heart chakra is starting to flow.

And then I thought..

What if... I could

SING

I also came across a video that inspired me soo much :D 

I thought, that singing would help me to understand breathing, it would teach me to love my voice, and then of course to open my 3rd and 4rd chakra that I saw are blocked. 

I also understood from my younger self that behind that aprehension of not doing something that you may be slightly interested, there is a lot of stress acumulated, a lot of fear an insecurity, so keep on asking yourself the question WHAT IF I... specially on things that trouble you, because that maybe a challenge you would like to defeat, a door you would like to try to unlock, to unleash your true self..which is the self of infinite possibilities.

LOVE to you all.

PS.. I also thought... WHAT IF I could be a bourlesque dancer? What do you think I did? :)